I really need to start praying every night & morning. Coming from a catholic school you’d think that I’m like close to God and everything.. but aactually I’m not. This is really horrible but I noticed that I only pray when I want or need something. Then I promise God if He does this one little thing for me, that id be good and never do it again. But I just end up breaking that promise & start praying for him to help me again. I’ve never actually prayed every single day. I wish I did. I wish I was as close to God as everyone else is. I try. But, I get bored or I forget. Like, I don’t even pay attention in mass. I don’t even sing in church. ‘Singing is praying twice’ , was what ms.reyes said every single time we had music class in OLM. School masses were the only time id sing in church. I don’t think I sang cause of God.. I sang because I was scared that Mr.pyun or mr. Gottuaco was gonna get mad at me. Omg, I just realized that I forgot how to say some of the prayers. I don’t know how to pray the rosary. I haven’t been to confessssion since 8th grade.

I really need to get God back into my life. Its been awhile since I’ve prayed to him just to say thank you for my blessings. Maybe I keep doing bad things & bad things keep happening to me cause I’ve gotten off ‘Gods highway’ . I still remember mr.g teaching that to us in religion. So from now on.. I promise to be goood. I promise to rebuild my releationship with God. I promise to avoid temptation. I promise to be a better person.